Cigarette Smoke #Lyrics

I lost the keys to my heart So I’ve been sleeping with doors wide open Wind’s blowing through the window I’m hoping You come in with the rain Cause I’ve been wasting my nights sleeping alone Or sharing my bed with this guy I don’t know And his cigarette smoke takes the pain for a [...]

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life’s getting better #Thoughts

life's getting better. the sun started to shine again. the mornings are lighter & the nights a little less heavy. the nightmares are gone. my mind is clearer now. my hands stopped shaking & my stomach doesn't hurt anymore. my eyes aren't burning anymore. my breath reminds me of being alive. i feel grateful. for [...]

Proud #Thoughts

Sometimes I forget to be proud of myself. I've been so hard on myself ever since the day I was born. Always striving for perfection, feeling guilty when resting & feeling like I've never done enough, like I never tried hard enough. But God, how hard I tried, how hard I try, every day​ again. [...]

Time #LittlePoetry #26

time: my biggest enemy for he steals away my most precious memories it’ll only be a matter of days until i won’t be able to reminisce the details of your flawless face, the tender vessels of your honey lips & with that the softness of your bittersweet kiss if only i’d taken a picture of [...]

Desperation #LittlePoetry #23

Look at all these words she spits on paper All this screaming, all this incurable desperation She doesn’t want to, but she sees no other way to release herself from her hunger, her pain & ponder To extricate herself from the hopelessness & emptiness that keeps her hostage She stays haunted by the rose-coloured past [...]