Patience #Poem

Little stars, great universe, please send me the courage to be brave I promise I'm going to make it worthwhile, I promise to keep faith I can't do it by myself right now, I feel my confidence is running away I need a little hand, not asking for much, I just want to be ready [...]

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Intuition #Thoughts

I have no idea where my intuition is taking me, I have no clue what path I am on and if I'm right to follow. I feel like I'm following the colours of the rainbow, chasing the stripes, expecting to find a bowl filled with gold, that might be an illusion after all. What if [...]

You, you, you. #Thoughts

And maybe I do envy you. Envy your recklessness, how brave and free you are. You don't care about consequences or other people's feelings. At least, not much. You break rules and you make them, you drive away in the night and chase your demons. You play all these games, but you play them oh [...]

Friday, Cryday #Thoughts

Everything in my life feels wrong lately. Right now I'm sitting in a cafe, on my own. I just had a meal and some coffee. Sitting here thinking, watching the world outside the window functioning in a normal way, while at the same time I am falling apart, again. Nothing is the same, everything is [...]

Impatience, Anticipation, Frustration #Thoughts

My mind is everywhere, my thoughts all over the place. They're floating around and never settling down. Running in circles, pacing back and forth. The thing is, I'm always impatient. There are always too many things I want to do, to have or to experience. Too many ideas in my mind and worlds I want [...]

Attachment (and a short introduction to Buddhism) #Thoughts

I'm familair with melancholy, being sentimental is my second nature. Darkness is a friend of mine, I only wish he didn't visit me that much. A lot of my sadness, I learned, comes from attachment. Not that much attachment to a person or a physical thing, but attachment to time, to moments. I want to [...]