my dreams were big. i gave my all, but i gave way too much. i ignored my intuition and acted out of reason. something i should never do again. so i guess this situation i got trapped in is the result of not listening to my heart. i'm so sorry to myself. these high hopes [...]
now i know. i needed this loneliness, i needed this pain and all the heartbreaks. i was meant to suffer in the dark, all by myself, isolated and detached. the anxiety, the panic, the depression, the sadness, the emptiness was all needed for me to grow. it forced me to fight, to find the light, [...]
maybe i will always wander, perhaps i will never find a physical place to call home. maybe i won't settle for anything or anyone in his world. and perhaps this is, all because i know. this life has so much to offer and i don't want to miss a single part of it. i don't [...]
I've been through much heartbreak, but still I love as deep as the Pacific waters I've been let down by more people than I can count, but still those people can always count on me I've been told so many lies, but I still believe there's a truth in them They showed me all their ugly [...]
Sometimes I forget to be proud of myself. I've been so hard on myself ever since the day I was born. Always striving for perfection, feeling guilty when resting & feeling like I've never done enough, like I never tried hard enough. But God, how hard I tried, how hard I try, every day again. [...]
"Here's to the free spirits that still believe in magic and wonders. Here's to the hopeless romantics that love beyond borders & here's to the wild hearts that are brave enough to follow their soul-path."
"She wondered if her saddest song had already been written, if her true love had already gone, if the worst storms had already passed & if the best was yet to come. Where was she heading? She only knew where she'd been. But she was dying to know when she'd feel happy again."