Stay Sane #Lyrics

∇ I found myself in the sea, watching the reflection of the moon. I found myself praying at, singing to the everchanging noon. The illusion of time, gave me wings, made me fly. Then I realised it was all a dream. The fractions of life, they go fast, leave behind, all the things that I [...]

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A Note To Myself #Thoughts

Lately I've been wondering, I've been figuring out. How to live, how to breathe, how to tame this fire inside of me. I've been everywhere, yet nowhere, I've been happy and I've been sad. I've been searching for answers and I found some of them in my own head. They say practice makes perfect, but [...]

Why I Write #Thoughts

People ask me a lot about the reasons why I write. For me writing is a kind of detoxification. Puryfying my soul from toxic thoughts, haunting memories and a lingering stream of conscious and unconscious ideas, concepts or fantasies. I write to clear my mind, to find a safe harbour in a dazzling thunderstorm while [...]

Friday, Cryday #Thoughts

Everything in my life feels wrong lately. Right now I'm sitting in a cafe, on my own. I just had a meal and some coffee. Sitting here thinking, watching the world outside the window functioning in a normal way, while at the same time I am falling apart, again. Nothing is the same, everything is [...]

Light and Dark #Thoughts

I feel like I'm more than one person, but not in a schizophrenic kind of way. I am just constantly switching between two versions of myself. One version of me is light. She loves life, she's spontaneous and assertive, open-minded and hopeful. She believes in herself, recognizes her talents and loves the people that are a [...]

April 30th ‘18 #Thoughts

It feels odd, being back home again. The contrast between London and the place I grew up in is huge. Life is so safe here, so simple, so quiet. It might sound strange, but I miss the busy streets, the strangers, the feeling of being anonymous. I'm not saying that I like to feel lonely, [...]