Little Faith #Poem

From now on, I'll try to trust the process I'm determined to go with the flow Accept whatever is coming my way Because​ it seems to be the only way I'm ready to surrender, to fully commit myself To a purpose which is still not clear to me A little unknown, a little out of [...]

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Find A Way #Poem

She says she is not insecure, but yet you don't see her a day without make-up She says she doesn't need somebody to love, but loneliness hits her as soon as she wakes up She tells everyone how happy she is and she even starts to believe it herself She has got everything she needs, [...]

Creating Perfection #Poem

Always striving, looking for perfection In colours, in objects, in patterns, in actions Always searching for the perfect thoughts For a flawless mind and a beautiful heart Always mixing until everything's matching Style is important, take care of your settings No bright colours allowed here in this room No piece of clothing that doesn't suit [...]

Solar Storms and Mental Storms #Thoughts

Yesterday I felt a little off, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Restless and exhausted,  anxious and panicking. My thoughts were racing, faster and faster. I was feeling nauseous, dizzy and actually just really sick. I went from super excited and motivated to feeling worn out and weary. It was like falling [...]

Attachment (and a short introduction to Buddhism) #Thoughts

I'm familair with melancholy, being sentimental is my second nature. Darkness is a friend of mine, I only wish he didn't visit me that much. A lot of my sadness, I learned, comes from attachment. Not that much attachment to a person or a physical thing, but attachment to time, to moments. I want to [...]