L.o.s.t.m.y.s.e.l.f. #Thoughts

I didn't realise how far gone I was, how I lost myself, until I found little pieces of myself back again in places I hadn't been for a long time. I found parts in the mirror on my wardrobe, in lyrics of the songs that I once wrote, in the laughter of my family and [...]

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Twist of faith #Thoughts

my dreams were big. i gave my all, but i gave way too much. i ignored my intuition and acted out of reason. something i should never do again. so i guess this situation i got trapped in is the result of not listening to my heart. i'm so sorry to myself. these high hopes [...]

Proud #Thoughts

Sometimes I forget to be proud of myself. I've been so hard on myself ever since the day I was born. Always striving for perfection, feeling guilty when resting & feeling like I've never done enough, like I never tried hard enough. But God, how hard I tried, how hard I try, every day​ again. [...]

These Days #Thoughts

Freedom is amazing, liberating and all I want But freedom is limiting, in a sense, causes me a heavy heart Although, 'limiting' might not be the right word Perhaps, freedom is just 'scary', in a way I'm full of responsibility and surrounded by so many possibilities I can't blame no one else, I can't blame [...]

Pick Up Myself Again #Poem

When you're a small town girl with big city dreams The city can be a tough reality Exciting and all so new, but so intensely scary, overwhelming, exhausting as hell I'm falling down so many times and each time I have to pick myself up again Throw myself into the deep blue, cold ocean again [...]