it both chokes me and frees me, haunts me and inspires me, breaks me and heals me, leaves a bittersweet aftertaste in the corners of my mouth. the night holds my heart in the way you used to hold this damaged organ. i remember how you held my hand, unwillingly to let go, while strolling [...]
Sometimes I forget to be proud of myself. I've been so hard on myself ever since the day I was born. Always striving for perfection, feeling guilty when resting & feeling like I've never done enough, like I never tried hard enough. But God, how hard I tried, how hard I try, every day again. [...]
"Primrose hill holds all my secrets, my dreams and my demons I can’t visit too often, for I get overwhelmed by all my feelings But every once in a while, I go back and with that I go back in time I let the memories wash over me, while I try to fix these broken [...]
"The city is the best place to fall in love - but, the worst place for a broken heart"
"I am your heartbreak, he is mine and she is his. How the hell did love become as complicated as this?"
I have trouble with being patient, I have trouble with waiting And it's the one thing about myself I'd like to change I wish to be not so impatient, to go along with whatever comes my way Maybe it's just the fear that it'll never arrive Once I'd let go of the desire, of the [...]
She says she is not insecure, but yet you don't see her a day without make-up She says she doesn't need somebody to love, but loneliness hits her as soon as she wakes up She tells everyone how happy she is and she even starts to believe it herself She has got everything she needs, [...]