These Days #Thoughts

Freedom is amazing, liberating and all I want But freedom is limiting, in a sense, causes me a heavy heart Although, 'limiting' might not be the right word Perhaps, freedom is just 'scary', in a way I'm full of responsibility and surrounded by so many possibilities I can't blame no one else, I can't blame [...]

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Anxiety #Poem

It's been a long time since we last spoke I was doing wonderful, I could escape almost all of my demons and ghosts For a while at least, because now we meet again It's been months, after painful years that killed me All those knives and swords that did wound me Oh God, can't you [...]

Pick Up Myself Again #Poem

When you're a small town girl with big city dreams The city can be a tough reality Exciting and all so new, but so intensely scary, overwhelming, exhausting as hell I'm falling down so many times and each time I have to pick myself up again Throw myself into the deep blue, cold ocean again [...]

Not Soon Enough #Poem

I have trouble with being patient, I have trouble with waiting And it's the one thing about myself I'd like to change I wish to be not so impatient, to go along with whatever comes my way Maybe it's just the fear that it'll never arrive Once I'd let go of the desire, of the [...]

Find A Way #Poem

She says she is not insecure, but yet you don't see her a day without make-up She says she doesn't need somebody to love, but loneliness hits her as soon as she wakes up She tells everyone how happy she is and she even starts to believe it herself She has got everything she needs, [...]

The Gap Where My Heart Used To Be #Poem

She wanted it so bad Not needing anyone She prayed so hard She could be perfectly happy by herself But the more she tried to be content with her own company The more lonely she felt And she could admit that all along it was love that she needed But she didn't want that to [...]