You, you, you. #Thoughts

And maybe I do envy you. Envy your recklessness, how brave and free you are. You don't care about consequences or other people's feelings. At least, not much. You break rules and you make them, you drive away in the night and chase your demons. You play all these games, but you play them oh [...]


Holly and Me (Breakfast At Tiffany’s) #Movies

As the whole world knows already, Breakfast at Tiffany's, starring Audrey Hepburn, is my favourite movie. Ever. The Classical Hollywood Style of filmmaking has a way of taking me to an alternate universe, clearing my mind and giving me the feeling of being in love. I watch it whenever I'm blue, it makes me feel [...]

Why I Write #Thoughts

People ask me a lot about the reasons why I write. For me writing is a kind of detoxification. Puryfying my soul from toxic thoughts, haunting memories and a lingering stream of conscious and unconscious ideas, concepts or fantasies. I write to clear my mind, to find a safe harbour in a dazzling thunderstorm while [...]

Friday, Cryday #Thoughts

Everything in my life feels wrong lately. Right now I'm sitting in a cafe, on my own. I just had a meal and some coffee. Sitting here thinking, watching the world outside the window functioning in a normal way, while at the same time I am falling apart, again. Nothing is the same, everything is [...]